we always think about the other's person thought. does he or she thinking the same about us. does he or she believe that the relationship is really pure or it's just another agenda we used to do when we know someone. at first, we've thought 'our' relationship should have come this far; knowing that we actually have same relation that can put us together until the end of time but frankly, it doesn't. and for the same reason, we deny it all along. we believe the other person might slightly thinking something about us. but the truth is, they don't. well, it's looks like that. we feels different. we ask them. and they just simply said, "oh, nothing. there's no different between us. it's your head that think it something." look, we ask because we feels different not just because we make it to feel different. they treat us at the first time like we are the queen. we are the king. and then, when time past by, they treat us like shit, literally. you know what i mean. the thing is, we don't feel the same like we used to. like when 'our' relationship when we know each other on the first place. why? why should feels that way? it doesn't feels good. seriously, who wants to feel that way? feel rejected. fuck up.

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